KalinaShanea

 These feelings i'm having what is it?  What is this telling me? My mind wonders what this means.  Are these feelings good or bad? My mind  is tempting me to find out.  Temptations of love. Temptations of hate. Temptations of anger. Temptations of lust. These temptations circle and rattle my mind left & right.  What are these temptations that i'm having? Their driving me mad insane. Temptations of hurt and pain and dispear.  Will these temptations ever leave and go away?

 People have always believed in the saying what the heart wants is what the heart wants. But my theory on that is what if your heart don't know what it wants but only the idea of what does or could it want. Thats how I feel at times when my body ask what do I truely want and what is my heart wantimg.  Then it leads to the advice to follow your heart but that is the problem I face. How could you follow your heart when you don't know what your heart is wanting when its torn into several directions all at once. Which is never a good thing in my eyes.   But to others some may think different that it could be just a test or they think it is di

The day is done, and the darkness falls from the wings of night, as a feather is wafted downward from an eagle in his flight. I see the lights of the village gleam through the rain and the mist,and a feeling of sadness comes over me, that my soul cannot resist. A feeling of sadness and longing, that is not akin to pain, and resembles sorrow only as the mist resembles the rain. Come, read to me some poem, some simple and heartfelt lay,that shall soothe this restless feeling, and banish the thoughts of day. Not from the grand old masters, not from the bards sublime,whose distant footsteps echo through the corridors of time. For,like strains o

 Day to night I see you looking at me. I know your thinking of me. You look at me as I walk through the halls and you think to yourself what does a guy got to do to get a girl in this town. You can tell that we have alot in common with each other just by looking at me.  Sunrise to sunset you look around for me. Usually i'm there but hardly ever found in the same spot. I know when i'm not around you think of me, daydream about me,and you miss me. Then you wonder where i'm at. But i'm always closer than you think I am. Than at night I know that your dreaming about me.   I also know that you think of me before you go to sleep cause you kno

Life is like a roller coaster it has its ups and downs. Boyfriends come and go, some stay, some crush your spirit, some love you for your personality,some care for you some don't, some die. Some boyfriends will protect you with their own life some won't. Some boyfriends will die for you while protecting you some won't. Some people try to find the perfect guy. Some boyfriends are perfect to you. Perfect boyfriends respect  you 24/7. Some boyfriends make you cry,some boyfriends dump you and still stay friends with you even if they live in another state. Some boyfriends are your true love and some are not. You can always live your life, to the

His eyes shine like a star in the night sky. His smile is a triggerto my heart. His voice is sweet like an angel when he talks to me. When he says my name it makes me smile. The way he looks at me is like im the ocean full of beauty. When I look at him I see a man who will love me in return when i love him. When he sings to me it makes me blush. When he flirts with me it shows me that he really does like me. There is always a sparkle in his eyes when he sees me. I smile at him and than he smiles back at me. I love the way he speaks to me. He is like my own guardian angel. I love the way he says my name. His lips are like lips of an angel to